valentine's day cards.
it all caught up with me.

today is the first day of the rest of our lives.

Little Jeff will be arriving in Vegas permanently in a couple of hours. I am excited and scared at the same time. Happy and terrified. Peeing in my pants while tightening my butt cheeks.

Oh, Lord, please don't let me eff up this child you've given in my care. Let me not lose sight of the fact that he and I are human and that we are bound to butt heads at one point. And when that happens, Lord, please help us to realize that underneath it all, we love each other. Let me remember that he needs me in addition to his father. Please help us through the transition of building a new life. Allow me to take care of myself and my husband. Let us strengthen our relationships with each other and remember that we are a family through thick and thin.